i read something which i left for some many months.
bukan ape, macam catching up je la kan.
mom called, we had great chat, thats why i kinda felt wanting to know whats going on for all these months

to be honest i am quite startled
and surprised how a girl just like i knew sometime ago
became a super stranger not only to me, but to everyone knows her


this is what schools, academic schools dont teach, it what u got by living ur life.
and it will be among the greatest experiences i ever live to, bar none


juliet was mistakenly saw dead and romeo gulped the very poison he thought juliet took to end her life.
Oscar Wilde once uttered, " faithless knows the pleasure of love, it is the faithful that scarred by tragedies of love "


your mom said :

" dia halal kan whatever susu badan, hutang piutang, budi, whatever yang u got since the day u were born, and the fact that mama sangat sayangkan u, and will always love u even everyday dia ingatkan dan terkenang kan u. and dia maafkan segala salah silap u dari awai sehinggalah pada akhir u mati atau dia mati. dan dia jugak mintak ampun sekiranya ada salah silap dia pada u. "


my late father words for u rather simple :

" family that u were born in, thats the most important people in your life "

and he sincerely asked me to sampaikan direct to you.






i figure i will never see u again, so i am telling u what they conveyed to me.





very cruel, this story is.

perhaps the cruelest often told in silence.